So guys let me first start off by telling you about yesterday ... Yesterday was fun but painful ... i fell asleep in the sun and then BOOM Major SUNBURN !!! Especially on my back and above my chest area .. It is painful .. like superrrrrrr painful to the max .. and really itchy . Turns out that my mom who supposedly gave me sun block which i applied all over my face isn't sunblock but something else .. and sooo yup my face is burnt as well .. but like i kinda like my burnt colour if only the colour was like my whole body and not just those areas and my arms .. i'll look really cool and toasted .. LOL . okay anyways so i became like 10 shades darker ? okay fine not 10 lah maybe just 5 shades darker .
Okay soo basically it's really painful .. like it's the kinda feeling you get when you get scalded only thing is it doesn't go away .. so like even wearing clothes is kinda painful so i ............. but only in my room when i'm alone lah and when i sleep . THAT'S HOW FREAKING PAINFUL IT IS .. :( .. ughh . and yeap
So tmr we're gonna go botanical gardens .. which i don't really like cause it's quite nature-ish and i really don't like the outdoors . I'm a city type of girl like i won't spend more than a minute looking at for example a mountain / valleys / hills and other so called " beautiful sceneries " .. as in i think they are well wonderful and i'm thankful for them but i can spend like a hour looking at a mall and i think pretty stuff like clothes and stuff are a thousand times better than valleys but the only thing i like about outdoors is the really nice fresh air ? Though in a mall you can also can really nice perfume air .. but it's different though both equally nice (: .. LOL i'm just rumbling on and on ... sorry if i'm boring you .. but well this isn't really for your entertainment it's more for mine .. So if you want to go ahead and click that x on the left corner top go ahead you have my permission . - cause i'll probably keep rambling on and on and on soo yeah lol .
BACK TO TMR .
i need to get some stuff
- aloe vera gel
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- something - since guys read this blog too i think there are certain stuff i should just give them a miss so as not to create gross stuff in their minds lol ! .
Sometimes it just sucks being a girl .. especially when you are looking forward for a great time and then Q just comes and spoils everything or at least your mood to the very least .. At least some good comes when i grow old i won't get to see Q anymore (: But then again would i even get a chance to grow old .. ? hmmmmmmm
alright i'm gonna go back to packing .. see ya !
XOXO
Friday's are cool
HELLO WORLD !
Hey guys ! So it's been forever since you heard from me . Oh wells . OKAY let me tell you what's been happening .
Ummm so the first thing that came into my mind that i wanted to tell you is that theres this Christmas Cantata at Holy Spirit Church on the 20th at 8pm ( everyone is invited to come ! ) That i've been like involved in . Okay let me tell you a really interesting story okay it's not interesting but it involves me getting into trouble lol . Okay you know what screw the story i typed it half way and i got really pissed off cause i'm telling you seriously i helped out and then got scolded for doing it . I'm just gonna tell you the juice of the story . I was suppose to come up steps to these worship and praise songs for the Christmas Cantata . So i did i went to the practice and heard the songs which Uncle $# said they are new songs and i'll probably have never heard them before , so it took me like less than 5 mins to make up steps and teach them but i told Uncle #$ that i could not perform cause It wasn't confirmed yet when i was gonna come back from Overseas so i might not make it for the Cantata but still offered to help out before i leave . And in return he scolded me for BARGING into his rehearsal .. and i was like huh ? He freaking asked me to come to the rehearsal HE CALLED ME .. -.- like wtheck ?! And then he said i came unprepared ? And umm excuse me ? I asked you what are the songs so i can come up with steps first on the phone but you told me to come to the church and listen to them . So fine i did and since i've never heard the songs before how was I suppose to prepare ?!
see WTHECK RIGHT ? i help out and get scolded for doing it .. -.-
Okay next to LIGHTEN up your mood .. cause i'm sorry if i keep bringing it down .. :( ... Oh speaking of that :( face ( okay i wasn't really speaking of it but wtv ) .. remember
i told you guys about the " :( " person who tagged on my tag board and said some stuff which i totally forgot .. but it wasn't very nice . That person like tagged again and said " It's alright i said don't take it to heart ( the things that she said to me ) but you did so yeahs (: You can't pls everyone . " Lol i realised like from her typing and stuff she doesn't seem to be very good at like making me feel bad . I mean if you really want to say mean stuff to me , right in my face .. shouldn't you at least try to make me feel bad ? .. As in i'm not like saying this in an angry way or something I'm just saying lol she should work on that . She or He i mean .. And what she said you can't please everyone .. I know that alright . When i was like in primary school i had like counselling sessions ( cause like my parents divorced and mom thought it'll be good for me - which it kinda was and real fun too haha you get to miss class (: ) . I remember Mrs felicity Ho saying to me you can't please everybody isabel and you don't need the whole world to be friends with you even just one really good friend is enough . What she said totally woke me up soo thanks again mrs ho for that (: And everytime people like " :( " says these kind of stuff . It just makes me realise that I really have such lovely friends which sometimes i don't appreciate enough . LOVE YOU GUYS TTM OF THE MAX :D . So yeahh thank you " :( " for making me see that again and again .
Okay soo apart from all those good and bad drama .. I shall tell you about today ( it's gonna be a long post guys .. BRACE YOURSELF LOL )
So today woke up in the morning then ate one prata for brunch and then got dressed and went to thomson plaza to meet god sis for umm i have no idea i just went there to see her eat and bought bubble tea and then i thought i was suppose to meet Trudy at church at like 3.20 but it was at 5.20 -.- So after thomson plaza went to nat's place then cabbed to church with nat and she went to the airport after giving me a ride to Church . Sooo then umm in church at first me and trudy were like sleeping on the tables and i was this close to strangling her cause she made me come to church for no reason -.- Cause like we had nothing to do for the food thingy .. but in the end we had something to do .. which i can't remember if we finished it in the end .. hmmmm then made stars correction wrapped stars and then umm helped to clean up cause this poor guy had to clean up everything on his own so we were sweeties and helped out (: LOL .. okay then Trudy realised she had tuition and she got really mad at herself for forgetting .. and i felt guilty i had no idea why .. Maybe it's cause she has chinese tuition and i don't even take chinese (: HEHE .. okay soo yeah then came back bathed .. ate dinner and here i am since the guys are in the living room playing tennis so i can't watch t.v .. Damm .. OHH before that i was watching together with my mom and then after that i went to my room and tried to draw this dress that i've been dreaming about and it turned out quite pretty ! Lol my mom was like why didn't you tell me you can do these stuff earlier ? Want to go to fashion school ? Haha it wasn't THAT good but it was pretty to me and thats all that matters .. (:
Okay last thing .. I'm soo looking forward for tmr . (: Gonna go sentosa with my babes to tann and talk and eat and stuff . I should probably sleep soon since this whole week end i'm gonna be reall pack and next week i'm going off already .. gosh everything is happening SOO FAST :D
tmr / saturday
- meet min yee at 10.20 at tp
- after sentosa come back home then go tyra's house for sleep over
Sunday
- wake up at like 7 plus
- go eat macs with Ada and Ty
- Go to church and hand out flyers with Trudy ( remember to wear a black shirt )
- Have dinner with nat and get luggage from her and pack clothes for overseas
Monday
- meet at tp at 10
- Go to botanical gardens to celebrate diy's birthday and dance outing
- bring dxl (:
Tuesday to Saturday
- Overseas with sarah babe :D ( we shall like take videos on our holiday and maybe i'll post it here or facebook ) (;
- In the evening go to church with ashley to watch the performing group's rehearsal and help them (:
SUNDAY
- morning .. trudy's gonna come and boil sausages
- go to church to help out
- EVENING
: CHRISTMAS CANTATA !!! - wear something red and cute (:
so as you guys can see i'm really pack so the next time i'll blog again would be well .. next next ... umm next year ? lol .. Bye lovelies ! :D
xoxo
Bel (:
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Hey guys ! So it's been forever since you heard from me . Oh wells . OKAY let me tell you what's been happening .
Ummm so the first thing that came into my mind that i wanted to tell you is that theres this Christmas Cantata at Holy Spirit Church on the 20th at 8pm ( everyone is invited to come ! ) That i've been like involved in . Okay let me tell you a really interesting story okay it's not interesting but it involves me getting into trouble lol . Okay you know what screw the story i typed it half way and i got really pissed off cause i'm telling you seriously i helped out and then got scolded for doing it . I'm just gonna tell you the juice of the story . I was suppose to come up steps to these worship and praise songs for the Christmas Cantata . So i did i went to the practice and heard the songs which Uncle $# said they are new songs and i'll probably have never heard them before , so it took me like less than 5 mins to make up steps and teach them but i told Uncle #$ that i could not perform cause It wasn't confirmed yet when i was gonna come back from Overseas so i might not make it for the Cantata but still offered to help out before i leave . And in return he scolded me for BARGING into his rehearsal .. and i was like huh ? He freaking asked me to come to the rehearsal HE CALLED ME .. -.- like wtheck ?! And then he said i came unprepared ? And umm excuse me ? I asked you what are the songs so i can come up with steps first on the phone but you told me to come to the church and listen to them . So fine i did and since i've never heard the songs before how was I suppose to prepare ?!
see WTHECK RIGHT ? i help out and get scolded for doing it .. -.-
Okay next to LIGHTEN up your mood .. cause i'm sorry if i keep bringing it down .. :( ... Oh speaking of that :( face ( okay i wasn't really speaking of it but wtv ) .. remember
i told you guys about the " :( " person who tagged on my tag board and said some stuff which i totally forgot .. but it wasn't very nice . That person like tagged again and said " It's alright i said don't take it to heart ( the things that she said to me ) but you did so yeahs (: You can't pls everyone . " Lol i realised like from her typing and stuff she doesn't seem to be very good at like making me feel bad . I mean if you really want to say mean stuff to me , right in my face .. shouldn't you at least try to make me feel bad ? .. As in i'm not like saying this in an angry way or something I'm just saying lol she should work on that . She or He i mean .. And what she said you can't please everyone .. I know that alright . When i was like in primary school i had like counselling sessions ( cause like my parents divorced and mom thought it'll be good for me - which it kinda was and real fun too haha you get to miss class (: ) . I remember Mrs felicity Ho saying to me you can't please everybody isabel and you don't need the whole world to be friends with you even just one really good friend is enough . What she said totally woke me up soo thanks again mrs ho for that (: And everytime people like " :( " says these kind of stuff . It just makes me realise that I really have such lovely friends which sometimes i don't appreciate enough . LOVE YOU GUYS TTM OF THE MAX :D . So yeahh thank you " :( " for making me see that again and again .
Okay soo apart from all those good and bad drama .. I shall tell you about today ( it's gonna be a long post guys .. BRACE YOURSELF LOL )
So today woke up in the morning then ate one prata for brunch and then got dressed and went to thomson plaza to meet god sis for umm i have no idea i just went there to see her eat and bought bubble tea and then i thought i was suppose to meet Trudy at church at like 3.20 but it was at 5.20 -.- So after thomson plaza went to nat's place then cabbed to church with nat and she went to the airport after giving me a ride to Church . Sooo then umm in church at first me and trudy were like sleeping on the tables and i was this close to strangling her cause she made me come to church for no reason -.- Cause like we had nothing to do for the food thingy .. but in the end we had something to do .. which i can't remember if we finished it in the end .. hmmmm then made stars correction wrapped stars and then umm helped to clean up cause this poor guy had to clean up everything on his own so we were sweeties and helped out (: LOL .. okay then Trudy realised she had tuition and she got really mad at herself for forgetting .. and i felt guilty i had no idea why .. Maybe it's cause she has chinese tuition and i don't even take chinese (: HEHE .. okay soo yeah then came back bathed .. ate dinner and here i am since the guys are in the living room playing tennis so i can't watch t.v .. Damm .. OHH before that i was watching together with my mom and then after that i went to my room and tried to draw this dress that i've been dreaming about and it turned out quite pretty ! Lol my mom was like why didn't you tell me you can do these stuff earlier ? Want to go to fashion school ? Haha it wasn't THAT good but it was pretty to me and thats all that matters .. (:
Okay last thing .. I'm soo looking forward for tmr . (: Gonna go sentosa with my babes to tann and talk and eat and stuff . I should probably sleep soon since this whole week end i'm gonna be reall pack and next week i'm going off already .. gosh everything is happening SOO FAST :D
tmr / saturday
- meet min yee at 10.20 at tp
- after sentosa come back home then go tyra's house for sleep over
Sunday
- wake up at like 7 plus
- go eat macs with Ada and Ty
- Go to church and hand out flyers with Trudy ( remember to wear a black shirt )
- Have dinner with nat and get luggage from her and pack clothes for overseas
Monday
- meet at tp at 10
- Go to botanical gardens to celebrate diy's birthday and dance outing
- bring dxl (:
Tuesday to Saturday
- Overseas with sarah babe :D ( we shall like take videos on our holiday and maybe i'll post it here or facebook ) (;
- In the evening go to church with ashley to watch the performing group's rehearsal and help them (:
SUNDAY
- morning .. trudy's gonna come and boil sausages
- go to church to help out
- EVENING
: CHRISTMAS CANTATA !!! - wear something red and cute (:
so as you guys can see i'm really pack so the next time i'll blog again would be well .. next next ... umm next year ? lol .. Bye lovelies ! :D
xoxo
Bel (:
I forgot the world would end soon
I forgot i've got lesser time to find you
I forgot i've got even lesser time to love you
I remembered theres nothing i could do - shelly kingsten
Yes the world is ending soon ... you can try and tell me it's not ....... but i know it is .
The Human race some of it isn't even human at all . Sleeping with your own grandson ... Marrying your own siblings .. Selling away your own daughter for a drink ...... child prostitution ...... Companys creating diseases like swine flu so that they could earn money by creating medicine for these illnesses - Why wouldn't the world end ? If I was the maker of the world i would end it .
Good thing we all like know it earlier at least we would be able to like repent and stuff like that lol . Or maybe i'll die in my sleep before that happens wouldn't that be nice ? Such a peaceful death . . LOL okay back to reality
This morning i went for blood test ... And the nurse was like don't carry heavy stuff or like you would bruise up . Cause like having the illness that i have .. i bruise extremly easily -.- It's so retarded right now i have like 5 bruises -.- 3 small two huge ones .. ahhh stupid stupid illness . Right and i didn't listen to her i think and then once i removed the plaster BAMMM BAMM BAMMM .. guess ?!!! Okay LOL i'm being retarded yes another bruise formed ......
Then later i got mad at mom again about the christmas thingy .. ahh though i told myself a thousand times that i'm being such a spolit princess and i should stop whinning and complaining . But i mean everyone enjoys christmas and birthdays and looks forward for them .. And i hate dreading them .. but my mom just creates more reason for me to do so everytime . Okay yeah so after that ... went to cold storage OH i bought pancakes yay i shall wake up early tomorrow to eat them LOL .. i think that's the only thing i would willingly wake up for ... FOOD HAHAHAHA i don't think that makes me a lesser pig .. LOL okayy hahaha
Then umm came home then .. perfected my kimchi fried rice (: Yes i cooked it and it was delicious ! well okay fine i guess it doesn't really count when you don't do anything except put stuff into the pan and mix it under the fire BUT STILL ... i mixed it well (: HEE HEE .
I've got ballet tomorrow morning -.- arghh ... stupid nicole it's her fault ....... she wanted to make it on saturday morning when i wanted to do it on wednesday evening and now she's not even picking up her phone so i'm not sure if she's gonna wake up tmr .. -.- She'll be late again i bet .... i'm not gonna wait for her anymore .. (: OKAY back to yesterday lol
UMMMMMMMMMMM soooo after that slept like a dead log .. LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT .. logs are dead -.- .. OKAY SOO ... slept from like 4 plus to like 7 plus then went to auntie jasse's birthday party at the club house then had dinner there and thennnnnn talked to the other Isabel about dance and like about danceworks and begged her to help out which she would .. And i'm really relieved so it won't be as screwed . OKAY now i've got only these things to do cause if you want to get things done .. really you can only count on yourself to get things done especially if you can't stand being worried .
1. Talked to Mr Tang and tell him we need help and the ex seniors would help him .
- Don't bother asking him , don't give him a chance to say NO . Inform him .
2. Confirm with Isabel about next year and stuff .
- REMEMBER TO THANK HER PROFUSELY for saving danceworks (:
3. Tell Mr Tang that he's not being fair about not letting nov 14 dance .
- Cause it's not about CIP points .. it's about wanting what's best for danceworks .. i mean it might seem unfair to those who worked really hard but is unable to go for danceworks cause their not good enough yet ... and there are some really good hip hop dancers in nov 14 that might take their place but .... as dancers don't we want to win something back for danceworks ? .. and if one's happy all of us are ? I hope so .. sighh*
4. Get prepared for Mr Tang to kick me out of dance lol
- At the rate i'm going of continously questioning his power and his moves ... I'm quite sure i'm gonna get a kick in my butt real hard .. Whatever , anything for dance (:
okay then after that went to nat's place watched wizards of waverly place the movie lol .. and thennnnn came home and thenn here i am now .. OHH my other korean drama should be out .. cya ! (:
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I forgot i've got lesser time to find you
I forgot i've got even lesser time to love you
I remembered theres nothing i could do - shelly kingsten
Yes the world is ending soon ... you can try and tell me it's not ....... but i know it is .
The Human race some of it isn't even human at all . Sleeping with your own grandson ... Marrying your own siblings .. Selling away your own daughter for a drink ...... child prostitution ...... Companys creating diseases like swine flu so that they could earn money by creating medicine for these illnesses - Why wouldn't the world end ? If I was the maker of the world i would end it .
Good thing we all like know it earlier at least we would be able to like repent and stuff like that lol . Or maybe i'll die in my sleep before that happens wouldn't that be nice ? Such a peaceful death . . LOL okay back to reality
This morning i went for blood test ... And the nurse was like don't carry heavy stuff or like you would bruise up . Cause like having the illness that i have .. i bruise extremly easily -.- It's so retarded right now i have like 5 bruises -.- 3 small two huge ones .. ahhh stupid stupid illness . Right and i didn't listen to her i think and then once i removed the plaster BAMMM BAMM BAMMM .. guess ?!!! Okay LOL i'm being retarded yes another bruise formed ......
Then later i got mad at mom again about the christmas thingy .. ahh though i told myself a thousand times that i'm being such a spolit princess and i should stop whinning and complaining . But i mean everyone enjoys christmas and birthdays and looks forward for them .. And i hate dreading them .. but my mom just creates more reason for me to do so everytime . Okay yeah so after that ... went to cold storage OH i bought pancakes yay i shall wake up early tomorrow to eat them LOL .. i think that's the only thing i would willingly wake up for ... FOOD HAHAHAHA i don't think that makes me a lesser pig .. LOL okayy hahaha
Then umm came home then .. perfected my kimchi fried rice (: Yes i cooked it and it was delicious ! well okay fine i guess it doesn't really count when you don't do anything except put stuff into the pan and mix it under the fire BUT STILL ... i mixed it well (: HEE HEE .
I've got ballet tomorrow morning -.- arghh ... stupid nicole it's her fault ....... she wanted to make it on saturday morning when i wanted to do it on wednesday evening and now she's not even picking up her phone so i'm not sure if she's gonna wake up tmr .. -.- She'll be late again i bet .... i'm not gonna wait for her anymore .. (: OKAY back to yesterday lol
UMMMMMMMMMMM soooo after that slept like a dead log .. LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT .. logs are dead -.- .. OKAY SOO ... slept from like 4 plus to like 7 plus then went to auntie jasse's birthday party at the club house then had dinner there and thennnnnn talked to the other Isabel about dance and like about danceworks and begged her to help out which she would .. And i'm really relieved so it won't be as screwed . OKAY now i've got only these things to do cause if you want to get things done .. really you can only count on yourself to get things done especially if you can't stand being worried .
1. Talked to Mr Tang and tell him we need help and the ex seniors would help him .
- Don't bother asking him , don't give him a chance to say NO . Inform him .
2. Confirm with Isabel about next year and stuff .
- REMEMBER TO THANK HER PROFUSELY for saving danceworks (:
3. Tell Mr Tang that he's not being fair about not letting nov 14 dance .
- Cause it's not about CIP points .. it's about wanting what's best for danceworks .. i mean it might seem unfair to those who worked really hard but is unable to go for danceworks cause their not good enough yet ... and there are some really good hip hop dancers in nov 14 that might take their place but .... as dancers don't we want to win something back for danceworks ? .. and if one's happy all of us are ? I hope so .. sighh*
4. Get prepared for Mr Tang to kick me out of dance lol
- At the rate i'm going of continously questioning his power and his moves ... I'm quite sure i'm gonna get a kick in my butt real hard .. Whatever , anything for dance (:
okay then after that went to nat's place watched wizards of waverly place the movie lol .. and thennnnn came home and thenn here i am now .. OHH my other korean drama should be out .. cya ! (:
Monday .
Hello world .
Today's been a really bad day ... seeing as how i woke up to my brother banging my door for ... let me tell you the bloody stupid reason of why he interrupted my sleep ... Firstly he's retarded , but well who doesn't know that but surprisingly there's a even worst or better reason then that .. He wanted to amuse himself by knocking on my door waking me up making me open the door , then running away making me think oh there's a ghost knocking on my door .. Are you laughing right now ? Cause it's really not funny when you slept at 3 am plus and was having an extremly nice dream and then whoosh it's all ruined by ( oh btw my brother is 16 yrs old -.- ) my OLDER brother .
okay soo scratch that i couldn't get back to sleep so yeap in the end i decided to get my revenge cause really what's sweeter than that ? And i always crave for something sweet in the morning . And so went to his room with a cup of water in my hands and splashed it at him ... Really don't try to wake me up in the morning i especially hate that . Right so a really bad morning .
And just now Maxene reminded of this ughhh lets call him ughhh cause that's the feeling i get just by the mentioning of his name . Anyways yeahh lol then we both got pissed of by ughh together and yeah that made my day worst but also better when max spoke up for me (: - ( Even though we had our fights and stuff , I still love you to the MAX :D ) HEHE .
But like during the conver max told me something that ughh said and i was really thrown back by it .. It's funny cause these things really don't bug me but that one line did .. I mean i don't care if ughh said i was annoying but if what he said about you saying i was annoying was true .. then yeahh i really expected better from you . Plus who was the one whom you called for 2374623 hours to help you cause you were afraid of calling her ? And who was the one whom you called for 823483742 hours to stay up with you cause you were too afraid to sleep or go down your stairs -.- .. and who was the one you called cause you were worried you missed the last 163 bus ? ... Gosh and I'm the annoying one ? - shouldn't all those stuff count as annoying me ? As in it didn't la but still .. Ahhhh whatever I think this back you said sorry and you didn't mean it so yay (:
Anyways to chanapa : Hey chan chan (: Yes you did make things difficult for me -.- HAHA ... but as in i know there must be a reason why .. You don't really have to tell me it's okay really . But i do hope things would work out in the future ... Give it some time yeah ? .. (: And don't worry about your class thingy kay ? As in like give your new classmates a chance .. they could have reasons for being difficult too ? And if really things don't turn out okay .. screw them you have me (: Just study harder and do you best ! Fighting ! see you soon !! Love you :D
Okay after all the tuesday blues .. hope this makes you guys smile .. and girls swoon (: hahaha
hello , i think i'm in love with you .
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Today's been a really bad day ... seeing as how i woke up to my brother banging my door for ... let me tell you the bloody stupid reason of why he interrupted my sleep ... Firstly he's retarded , but well who doesn't know that but surprisingly there's a even worst or better reason then that .. He wanted to amuse himself by knocking on my door waking me up making me open the door , then running away making me think oh there's a ghost knocking on my door .. Are you laughing right now ? Cause it's really not funny when you slept at 3 am plus and was having an extremly nice dream and then whoosh it's all ruined by ( oh btw my brother is 16 yrs old -.- ) my OLDER brother .
okay soo scratch that i couldn't get back to sleep so yeap in the end i decided to get my revenge cause really what's sweeter than that ? And i always crave for something sweet in the morning . And so went to his room with a cup of water in my hands and splashed it at him ... Really don't try to wake me up in the morning i especially hate that . Right so a really bad morning .
And just now Maxene reminded of this ughhh lets call him ughhh cause that's the feeling i get just by the mentioning of his name . Anyways yeahh lol then we both got pissed of by ughh together and yeah that made my day worst but also better when max spoke up for me (: - ( Even though we had our fights and stuff , I still love you to the MAX :D ) HEHE .
Anyways to chanapa : Hey chan chan (: Yes you did make things difficult for me -.- HAHA ... but as in i know there must be a reason why .. You don't really have to tell me it's okay really . But i do hope things would work out in the future ... Give it some time yeah ? .. (: And don't worry about your class thingy kay ? As in like give your new classmates a chance .. they could have reasons for being difficult too ? And if really things don't turn out okay .. screw them you have me (: Just study harder and do you best ! Fighting ! see you soon !! Love you :D
Okay after all the tuesday blues .. hope this makes you guys smile .. and girls swoon (: hahaha
hello , i think i'm in love with you .Labels: I can't believe you just did that
Sunday .
Today was rather ummm nice ?
Yes i do not have a better word then nice ... and this is probably the part where maxene laughs at my vocab . Nvm on to more important stuff ( well not really but wtv )
So this morning woke up and went for mass . Mass was really fun and not boring and it's probably cause i was mostly talking and being entertained by little children and totally not paying attention in mass . - ( really got to stop doing that or i'm so going to hell ) . Yup cause we met michael and his mom and like my mom went to sit with his mom and so i made michael accompany me to stand ( It was very crowded cause of the communion receiving thingy for the young kids so not enough seats ) cause i didn't want to be alone lol . So we kept talking and talking about stuff , catching up with him was good . We had this dam funny conversation well it was funny to me .
Isabel : Eh mike your an indian korean right ?
Michael : yeah
Isabel : Do you know any korean words ?
Michael : Some ...
Isabel : Which words ?
Michael : The bad ones ..
Isabel : Like ?
Michael : pa-bo ( which btw means stupid ) cause my mother always scolds me that.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA . okay maybe it's a be there thing . Yeah so we kept talking and then this lady went SHHHHHHHHHH ! Really loudly and i got scared ... so yup i stopped talking ... okay fine i didn't but i stopped for awhile !!! Oh and there were loads of children beside me and like they were soooo cute and innocent (: . And it was really nice to see their parents like playing with them and how they looked so loved , it made me feel really happy for them (: Yup then later during the holding of hands for the our father hymn . It was really funny cause like mike looked as though he was nervous or something haha his hands were shaking ( i know honoured to be holding my hand right ! LOL ) ... anyways so i just grabbed it and like during the hymn his hand like got spasm and i was so tempted to squeeze it and crack his knuckles like what i do with my brother lol but i decided not to sin (: ....
After mass went for lunch ( beef stake yum yum and root beer float :D ) yeah lunch was really good except the part where after it my mom was teaching me the correct ways to dig one's ear which she learnt from a video -.- ... that was really really super super super embarrassing .. but i got her to stop . Okay and then we went to get some stuff at cold storage and i got ALOT of snacks hehe (: Okay anyways then when heading to the car i was like putting on some juggling show trying to juggle so many stuff ... people stared and laugh at me but whatever it wasn't my fault the what's that called gosh i forgot OHH it's called ummmm loaf of bread LOL ... okay yes it was soo long that it kept falling of the small bag which was like 1/3 it's height -.- ... And no body bothered to help me .. Oh you unkind nincompoops !
Then came home wanted to swim but too many people which really pissed me off cause i just finished putting on sun screen and sun tan lotion and when i went to see the pool again it was crowded -.- anyways so instead did a couple of sit ups , stretched a bit to replace the work out i would have got from swimming and then went for a very hot shower (: . Then helped my mom with the tickets . Which i'm really looking forward to going with sarah as well (: I mean you don't normally get to travelled overseas with your friend at my age . Okay soo then after that ate dinner curry chicken .. -(which my mom realised she didn't know how to cook after buying the stuff and had to ask instructions from the lady she bought curry powder from , what can i say like daughter like mother lol) ... It wasn't bad though just real spicy .. yup then after that ........ watched cadet kelly and devil wears prada . andddd after that turned on my com and watched the rihanna interview about her abuse with chris brown .. brought back painful memories but yeah it's good through all that she's able to help so many young women ! Go watch it yourself ! Here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrAPKsPQZlU&feature=related . Yup okay this has been a really long post . CYA
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Yes i do not have a better word then nice ... and this is probably the part where maxene laughs at my vocab . Nvm on to more important stuff ( well not really but wtv )
So this morning woke up and went for mass . Mass was really fun and not boring and it's probably cause i was mostly talking and being entertained by little children and totally not paying attention in mass . - ( really got to stop doing that or i'm so going to hell ) . Yup cause we met michael and his mom and like my mom went to sit with his mom and so i made michael accompany me to stand ( It was very crowded cause of the communion receiving thingy for the young kids so not enough seats ) cause i didn't want to be alone lol . So we kept talking and talking about stuff , catching up with him was good . We had this dam funny conversation well it was funny to me .
Isabel : Eh mike your an indian korean right ?
Michael : yeah
Isabel : Do you know any korean words ?
Michael : Some ...
Isabel : Which words ?
Michael : The bad ones ..
Isabel : Like ?
Michael : pa-bo ( which btw means stupid ) cause my mother always scolds me that.
HAHAHAAHAHAHA . okay maybe it's a be there thing . Yeah so we kept talking and then this lady went SHHHHHHHHHH ! Really loudly and i got scared ... so yup i stopped talking ... okay fine i didn't but i stopped for awhile !!! Oh and there were loads of children beside me and like they were soooo cute and innocent (: . And it was really nice to see their parents like playing with them and how they looked so loved , it made me feel really happy for them (: Yup then later during the holding of hands for the our father hymn . It was really funny cause like mike looked as though he was nervous or something haha his hands were shaking ( i know honoured to be holding my hand right ! LOL ) ... anyways so i just grabbed it and like during the hymn his hand like got spasm and i was so tempted to squeeze it and crack his knuckles like what i do with my brother lol but i decided not to sin (: ....
After mass went for lunch ( beef stake yum yum and root beer float :D ) yeah lunch was really good except the part where after it my mom was teaching me the correct ways to dig one's ear which she learnt from a video -.- ... that was really really super super super embarrassing .. but i got her to stop . Okay and then we went to get some stuff at cold storage and i got ALOT of snacks hehe (: Okay anyways then when heading to the car i was like putting on some juggling show trying to juggle so many stuff ... people stared and laugh at me but whatever it wasn't my fault the what's that called gosh i forgot OHH it's called ummmm loaf of bread LOL ... okay yes it was soo long that it kept falling of the small bag which was like 1/3 it's height -.- ... And no body bothered to help me .. Oh you unkind nincompoops !
Then came home wanted to swim but too many people which really pissed me off cause i just finished putting on sun screen and sun tan lotion and when i went to see the pool again it was crowded -.- anyways so instead did a couple of sit ups , stretched a bit to replace the work out i would have got from swimming and then went for a very hot shower (: . Then helped my mom with the tickets . Which i'm really looking forward to going with sarah as well (: I mean you don't normally get to travelled overseas with your friend at my age . Okay soo then after that ate dinner curry chicken .. -(which my mom realised she didn't know how to cook after buying the stuff and had to ask instructions from the lady she bought curry powder from , what can i say like daughter like mother lol) ... It wasn't bad though just real spicy .. yup then after that ........ watched cadet kelly and devil wears prada . andddd after that turned on my com and watched the rihanna interview about her abuse with chris brown .. brought back painful memories but yeah it's good through all that she's able to help so many young women ! Go watch it yourself ! Here's the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrAPKsPQZlU&feature=related . Yup okay this has been a really long post . CYA
Thanks for your all .
Today we got back our science and literature marks not so happy and very happy as well .
Lit was crap ... well yeah crap crap
science was good (: i was really happy , i cried . Cause honesty i didn't expected it at all thats why when i had the mark sheet i kept double checking if that mark really was mine till Mrs tan shouted at me .
So i'm happy for my science and maths .. the rest not so but obviously you can never get everything . But it's funny cause i'm not that happy . I guess like I never really cared ... cause to me i really really really hate studying i would've dropped out of school a long time ago if i could lol . But like i guess what really pushed me to work hard is not for the sake of a better future .. but it's cause i have really really great teachers who put in so much effort and time and patience and they did so much for me , i really really needed to give them something back in return.
E.G ... what really pushed me to work for maths was when i asked Mrs Wong why she liked teaching maths . And her answer was like you know to pass on knowledge to us and to help us understand better and just those really unselfish answers . And when i asked her how long more she wanted to work for .. she said as long as she could . Which made me want to cry seriously ... She was so passionate and she always always always cares for each one of us and makes time and wants to make sure we get it you know ? .. So i had to do well , I had to do something for Mrs wong after all she had done for me (:
Also there's my science teacher Mr Jason . This guy is really wow .. he had the exact some answer as Mrs Wong ... and this guy has been with me since p6 and with him i'm always doing well . Even when i didn't do well he'll be like it's okay we'll work harder . He didn't say you could work harder .. but we ..... and he really puts in alotttttttt of effort and everything . He sacrifices his off-days and stuff and yeah ... For all the effort he put it , it made me really really want to make him feel happy that all his effort had not gone down the drain . And when i told him my results he asked me what i wanted for my reward . My reward ?! Please , YOU SHOULD GET A REWARD !! ... After putting in so much effort (: thanks alot really .
Lastly , my mom just called this tutor i had when i was p4 till late p5 . He was still in uni at that time and had to teach for money cause he was from a poor family and like he didn't even have enough money to buy patrol for his motor bike to get to his school . And he was really an awesome teacher i would never forget so i was just thinking in the car while coming back from school how great it would be for him to teach me maths again . And my mom decided to call him after like 3 years ? ... And when my mom told him how me and my brother always says he's the best and everything and how i did well for my maths and science he said that he was extremely proud of me and was so grateful and happy that we actually remembered such a small thing that he did .
But his small thing was such a big thing for me .. i moved up from the second bottom class to the second best class and it's because of him that my environment changed and i studied better and everything .. Its because of him i am where i am today and i would never ever ever ever ever be able to thank him enough .
And lastly the help of god . Been by my side 24/7 and always always helping me no matter what , giving me hope and more then what i even prayed for and also for giving me such awesome teachers which helped me alot . For all of this i'm extremely grateful and i really really really really hoped that by trying hard and doing well i could at least pay them back a tiny bit by making them happy (: . I really really hope so . Okay bye guys !
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Today you made me realize that your never gonna change . After years of hope , you always show then crush it hard . Sometimes i just think that i wish that i had nothing , nothing at all but just a family . And then i realized that i do have a family . It doesn't include you but it's gonna be as good as it can get . Guess i would never be able to earn your love huh ? .. I don't really know why i'm writing this here .. maybe one day i'll show all of this to you . Maybe one there i'll be able to say daddy it's okay if you don't love me cause my love is good enough for both of us . One day .. one day it'll all be okay. I'm sorry . I miss you . I love you so much it hurts .
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Lit was crap ... well yeah crap crap
science was good (: i was really happy , i cried . Cause honesty i didn't expected it at all thats why when i had the mark sheet i kept double checking if that mark really was mine till Mrs tan shouted at me .
So i'm happy for my science and maths .. the rest not so but obviously you can never get everything . But it's funny cause i'm not that happy . I guess like I never really cared ... cause to me i really really really hate studying i would've dropped out of school a long time ago if i could lol . But like i guess what really pushed me to work hard is not for the sake of a better future .. but it's cause i have really really great teachers who put in so much effort and time and patience and they did so much for me , i really really needed to give them something back in return.
E.G ... what really pushed me to work for maths was when i asked Mrs Wong why she liked teaching maths . And her answer was like you know to pass on knowledge to us and to help us understand better and just those really unselfish answers . And when i asked her how long more she wanted to work for .. she said as long as she could . Which made me want to cry seriously ... She was so passionate and she always always always cares for each one of us and makes time and wants to make sure we get it you know ? .. So i had to do well , I had to do something for Mrs wong after all she had done for me (:
Also there's my science teacher Mr Jason . This guy is really wow .. he had the exact some answer as Mrs Wong ... and this guy has been with me since p6 and with him i'm always doing well . Even when i didn't do well he'll be like it's okay we'll work harder . He didn't say you could work harder .. but we ..... and he really puts in alotttttttt of effort and everything . He sacrifices his off-days and stuff and yeah ... For all the effort he put it , it made me really really want to make him feel happy that all his effort had not gone down the drain . And when i told him my results he asked me what i wanted for my reward . My reward ?! Please , YOU SHOULD GET A REWARD !! ... After putting in so much effort (: thanks alot really .
Lastly , my mom just called this tutor i had when i was p4 till late p5 . He was still in uni at that time and had to teach for money cause he was from a poor family and like he didn't even have enough money to buy patrol for his motor bike to get to his school . And he was really an awesome teacher i would never forget so i was just thinking in the car while coming back from school how great it would be for him to teach me maths again . And my mom decided to call him after like 3 years ? ... And when my mom told him how me and my brother always says he's the best and everything and how i did well for my maths and science he said that he was extremely proud of me and was so grateful and happy that we actually remembered such a small thing that he did .
But his small thing was such a big thing for me .. i moved up from the second bottom class to the second best class and it's because of him that my environment changed and i studied better and everything .. Its because of him i am where i am today and i would never ever ever ever ever be able to thank him enough .
And lastly the help of god . Been by my side 24/7 and always always helping me no matter what , giving me hope and more then what i even prayed for and also for giving me such awesome teachers which helped me alot . For all of this i'm extremely grateful and i really really really really hoped that by trying hard and doing well i could at least pay them back a tiny bit by making them happy (: . I really really hope so . Okay bye guys !
And so life goes on